i suppose that is harsh. he broke up with me? he said i could do better.... said i give so much and he does not deserve it. i dunno what to say. so i was loving someone beneath me? excuse me if i don't agree.
here's the rub. i can't fight for him. i can't. i fought for 5 years for a marriage that died. i don't fight. it hurts too damn much.
all i want is to be someone's priority. i want someone to want to be with me. but i come with so much baggage. i know that. i am not easy to love.
i can't say that i blame him. it just reinforces all the negative things i secretly believe about myself. *sigh*
Reconciled
9 years ago
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